A word not to remember

Almost all of my readers know , I have a twin.  I am a teen with a twin. A complicated thing. A girl who is just like me in facial features , but very change in nature.

Two days ago , my mum was talking to my aunt that me and Noori are so different. Noori is so punctual & tidy, she says her prays regularly without my call & much more stuff!  I thought that why she just didn't say that my one twin is perfect? She didn't even say a word for me. I am not so untidy or irregular that she forgot me. 

Behaviour of twins and normal siblings is too different.

I ask everything to her before doing , it doesn't mean I can't my own descisions, she understands that's the only reason for me to ask.

It's not like that I envy her or anything , I love her too much , she is my twin sister after all. I just hate when my family tag me only in talks like " She did great art last week " , "She writes well " Or "She is hilarious". I accept that I sometimes forget my wallet at home , then borrow money from Noori , I never knew that I will pay high for it.

It feels no good to be compared by your own twin. Sometimes it's ignominy.

A word not to remember is that she is like you (maybe) , by the time passes it's a bad feeling of thinking against her , but it's not her fault neither mine. It's just fault. 

Many of my readers are mums. Maybe they can understand this thing easily.

My Monday motivation is to be better for my family , I don't know what they are really expecting from me. But I will try :)

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