Last night , it turned so bad. I wasn't feeling good so mum said don't go to school tomorrow. I thought it is just casual. In the dawn pray, my chin and lips started swelling. I ignored ( My mistake)
While in school , my face started looking worse. Everybody started asking what is happening. It was so hot in there and I wasn't able to speak properly because of swelling. I washed my face many times but it was no good. Unfortunately , my lip balm got melted. When I opened it , it fell off. Then it was of no use. I felt dizziness. Until the last period , my dermatitis was on it's peak. I was looking awkward and everybody was staring at me like I was dropped from outer space. The sympathy and pity in their eyes killed me. I was behaving like such bad temper. In the end , I got my van and reached home.
When I came inside , I called mum and then I cried a lot. Not just cried , I shouted , cursed myself , told her I would suicide and leave this world. What could she do? She is now going to Karachi for my medicines. I found no cure for Perioral Dermatitis. I am not eating spices , have left everything which is not allowed in this problem. It got better last days but it's again on it's worst. I feel embarrassment every time I see the mirror. Or whenever anyone ask what has happened to me face, why is this so swelled and pink? It hurts but I can't blame them. It's very unusual thing for people here.
I cried while writing this post but by writing this , maybe someone who is known with this would tell me something to cure. I'll be thankful if I get any place in your wishes
and prayers.
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